去看星星。。。。

有时，我明明知道有些事是对我不利会让我伤心但就是不懂干吗就是还会陷入在当中。。。。感情也好，友情也罢。。。。
有时，我明明知道有些事是需要我成熟的去面对但就是不懂干吗就会以最不成熟，最幼稚的方法去面对问题。。。。感情也好，友情也罢。。。。
昨晚是圣诗夜在福原堂，我们也有献唱哦。。。。每一个堂会来献唱的都很厉害，歌唱的很好听。。。。
聚会完毕后，我们像平常一样就去吃面但。。。。我好没心情哦，没什么胃口想吃。。。。晓洁知道我没什么胃口就说和我一起吃。吃好后还是没心情就跟晓洁说好想去看星星。洁跟我一样很喜欢看星星，她就很快的的跟我说，“嗯，去看星星。。。。”
我们俩就约了明键和全一起去。。。。Cityvine那里。到那里就看到很多星星。。。。好美，真的很美。当我们4个正在看星星，突然看到巡也来了（跟我们说不想去，要回家，不懂干吗突然来了）。。。。不过还是欢迎他来。。。。呵呵。
在那里我就跟全和洁分享了心里的不愉快。。。。分享时真的好想好想哭，但忍住了。。。。
不懂为什么我的人际关系就那么不好，那么伤我的心。。。。虽然很不开心。。。。但很欣慰因为还有你们在。。。。

愛是怎麼樣的?

愛是怎麼樣的?

<<能夠認識他是一種緣分~能夠看到他就很快~>>樂~>>

<<能夠喜歡他就很幸福~簡簡單單就已經很滿足了~>>

<<能夠和他相遇這緣分來得不易~我想我一定會好好珍惜這份情~>>

<<即使他給我的只是友情~我還是會一直守護著他~>>

<<那是因為我很愛他~>>

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想念一個人，需要衝動的感覺

思念一個人，需要深刻的烙印

接近一個人，需要滿懷的誠意

愛上一個人，需要十足的勇氣

放棄一個人，談何容易

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暗戀～
世界上最遙遠的距離　不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前　你卻不知道我愛你

痴戀～
世界上最遙遠的距離
不是我就站在你面前　你卻不知道我愛你
而是明明知道彼此相愛　卻不能在一起

苦戀～
世界上最遙遠的距離
不是明明知道彼此相愛　卻不能在一起
而是明明無法抵擋這股想念
卻還得故意裝作絲毫沒有把你放在心裡

失戀～
世界上最遙遠的距離　不是明明無法抵擋這股想念
卻還得故意裝作絲毫沒有把你放在心裡
而是用自己冷默的心對愛你的人
掘了一條無法跨越的溝渠

熱戀～
世界上最令人察覺不到的事情　便是你我在一起時
那個不斷流逝著的
據說叫做「幸福」的日子

初戀～
世界上最甜美的事情　莫過於你慢慢地向我走來
靜靜地訴說著「我愛你」

The Power of Love

It was a bitterly cold Christmas eve in Korea in 1952. A pregnant young mother, Bak Yoon, hobbled through the snow toward the home of a missionary friend where she knew she could find help. Tears of sorrow froze on her face as she mourned her husband. He had recently been killed in the Korean War, and she had no one else to turn to. A short way down the road from her missionary friend's house was a deep gully spanned by a bridge. As Bak Yoon stumbled forward, birth pains suddenly overcame her. She fell, realizing that she could go no further, and crawled under the end of the bridge. There, alone, under the bridge, her baby boy was born. Bak Yoon had nothing with her except her heavy, padded clothes. One by one she removed all pieces of her clothing and wrapped them around her tiny son, still connected to her body by his umbilical cord. Then feeling exhausted she lay back in the snow beside her baby.

The next morning Miss Watson, long-time missionary, drove across the bridge in her car to take a Christmas basket of food to a needy Korean family. On her way back, as she got near the bridge, the car sputtered and died - out of gasoline. She got out of the car and started across the bridge. Through crunching snow under her feet she heard another sound - a baby's faint cry. She stopped, unbelieving, and heard the cry again. "It's coming from beneath this bridge!" She crawled under the bridge to investigate and there she found a tiny, bundled baby, warm but hungry, and young Bak Yoon frozen in death. With a knife from her toolbox she cut the cord and took the baby home with her. After caring first for the child, she, along with some helpers, brought Bak Yoon's body back to near where she lived and buried her there. She named the baby Soo Park, and adopted him. He was strong and healthy and so grew up among many other orphan children that Miss Watson cared for. But to her, Soo Park was special. She often told him, "Your mother had great love for you, Soo Park," and about how she had proved that love. He never tired of hearing of his beautiful mother.

On Christmas day, his 12th birthday, snow was falling. After the children had helped Soo Park celebrate his birthday, he came and sat beside Miss Watson. "Mother Watson, do you think God made your car run out of gasoline the day you found me?" he asked. "Perhaps He did," she answered. "If that car hadn't stopped, I would not have found you. But I am so glad it stopped. I love you and am very proud of you, Soo Park." She put her arms around him. He rested his head against her. "Mother Watson, will you please take me out to my mother's grave? I want to pray there. I want to thank her for my life." "Yes, but put on your heavy coat. It's very cold." Beside the grave, Soo Park asked Mother Watson to wait at a little distance. She walked aside and waited. As the astonished missionary watched, the boy began to take off his warm clothing, piece by piece. Surely he won't take off all his clothing! she thought. He'll freeze! But the boy stripped himself of everything, laid it all on his mother's grave, and knelt naked and shivering in the snow. She waited one minute, two minutes. Then she put her gloved hand on his snow covered shoulder. "Come, Soo Park. Your mother in Heaven sees how much you love her. I will help you dress." Then in deep sorrow he cried out to the mother he never knew: "Were you colder than this for me, my mother?" And he wept bitterly because he knew of course, she was.

Jesus stripped himself of his royal garments to come and live among us. Was he that cold for us? Surely we never have to wonder if he loves us, or even how much he loves us. He demonstrated that to us nearly 2000 years ago.

Nice Messages

If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it . Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late .

If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know... tell her/him.Maybe today, that person is also in love with you .

And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late .

If you really want to kiss somebody... kiss her/him.Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too . And if you don't kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late .

If you still love a person that you think has forgotten you... tell her/him.Maybe that person have always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late.

If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it.Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them.Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.

If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it .Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today , then tomorrow can be too late.

Did you know....

Did you know that, when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?
Did you know that, those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?
Did you know that, those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?
Did you know that, the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.
Did you know, that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?
Did you know that, those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy theirs beauty?
Did you know that, those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that, when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that, those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face?But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?
Did you know that, if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
If you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.
But don't believe everything, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that had been mentioned of,and you know that you can help,you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.
One day, we people will change the world...or we are already changing it. If the world were to end in 24 hours,all the phone lines, chat rooms and email will be saturated from people sending messages to others, saying: "I regret having made you feel bad", "Pardon me", "I love you", "I hold you in high esteem", take good care of yourself" and sometimes "I have always loved you, only I never told you".
I never did know bout some of that and do not know how true bout it.But i know,i need to Care,Love,Apology and Forgive before it is too late.....hehe

幸福

幸福，

這兩個字很美。

至少人人都喜歡。

只是，好像是種奢求。

因為，得不到。

所以，沒有資格擁有。

曾經，對著天大喊。

為什麼，心中的為什麼。

它的回答，只是一陣陣的風。

海浪的聲音，是種附合。

誰能替我解讀，真正的意思。

勇氣，

我們都需要勇氣。

去追尋，去緊握，

想要的幸福。

自私，

是對人的形容詞。

自私因子在人體中作祟。

血液中流竄，像是天生的。

愛情，

有著自私。

有著幸福，卻也需要勇氣。

它是人的影子。

顯現出人的特質。

一輩子的，永遠的。

人卻永遠無法割捨。

就像影子，永遠跟隨著。

心上的缺口

心上的缺口

遺落一顆心　在月亮高高的夜晚

遺失一段情　在月色不明的寂寞城市

我。。。

守著過往的曾經，

你。。。

走出未來交集的十字線，

我們。。。

就這樣錯過了天邊劃過的流星雨，

心上的缺口

今夜不想撫平

因為微濕的空氣適合一個人　落淚...

過 與 錯

青春 是幸運的符號
繁華虛夢
誰都可以曾經擁有
時間 是殘酷考驗
失去了平衡
誰都無法挽留什麼
改變的是心境
還是　我們

God still answers prayers.

A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice.The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?"
After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways.
It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home.Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God...If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey."
As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strongest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk.He shook his head and said out loud,"God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home.
But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk.The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli."Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy the milk." It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk.
He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home.As he passed Seventh Street, he again felt the urge, "Turn Down that street."This is crazy he thought and drove on past the intersection.
Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street. At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh. Half jokingly,he said out loud,"Okay, God, I will". He drove several blocks, when suddenly,he felt like he should stop. He pulled over to the curb and looked around.
He was in semi commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either.
The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed. Again, he sensed something, "Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street." The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat.
"Lord, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid."Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk. Finally,he opened the door, "Okay God, if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay.
I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here."He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, "Who is it? What do you want?"
Then the door opened before the young man could get away.The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep.
"What is it?"The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, "Here, I brought this to you."The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway. Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying. The man had tears streaming down his face. The man began speaking and half crying, "We were just
praying.We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking God to show me how to get some milk.
" His wife in the kitchen yelled out, "I ask him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?" The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand.He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face.He knew that God still answers prayers.

Though this is just a touching story.....still it's means a lot....

Though this is just a touching story.....still it's means a lot....
I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, and Carol. Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school. Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish and Carol was just one of those plain and average girls. Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric. But Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric. For she was already attractive enough. Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care. Carol wasn't ugly at all. In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes. So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn. For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl while Cathlyn was labeled as the cool and attractive type.
Eric always insulted Carol, telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was and how dumb she looked. Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless. That's life! Carol never gave up though. She wanted to prove something to Eric. She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything. She studied hard, really hard. She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her. But she never forgot Eric. Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker. Always with the same words, 'I care for you, and I always will' Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.
Eric began to realize how dumb he had been. His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn was flirting with other guys. He regretted for choosing the wrong girl. Cathlyn broke up with Eric later. For she had found a wealthier guy. Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb. He went to look for Carol, he knelt on his knees, and said "Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?" Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words, "You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one". Eric felt disappointed. He didn't understand a word that she said to him. But they became good friends. Did everything together. Eric began to change into someone better. Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before. His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way. They just accepted him for his looks. But Carol accepted him for himself. She changed him.
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday with the same words. She never forgot. One day, Carol didn't turn up in school. She didn't come for a week. At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family. Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day, he received a call from the General Hospital saying that forbade them from telling him because she didn't want Eric to worry about her. But now that she was about to die, she wanted to see Eric for the last time. Eric rushed to the hospital. When he saw how weak Carol was. Tears began rushing down his cheeks. He whispered, "Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him and smiled weakly at him, "When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully."
Eric looked at her, "You can't leave me!" he said, "What will I be without you?" "You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing." "Yes?" "I love you" And she died.Eric screamed. He still couldn't accept Carol's death.
He had only spent a month with Carol. But Carol changed his life in a way. A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted. But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.
Sometimes, we just don't appreciate those people who really care for us. Until they leave us, until we lose them. Then we regret. Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts. It's better to tell someone how much you love them. Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them. You'll regret.
Love is when we fight till the very last minute just to show and tell someone how much we love them. Not only to your girlfriends, boyfriends but always remember to say it to your family (especially ur mum, dad, and siblings yea)

原来。。。。我们有同感。。。。

那次，有人跟我说我弟在分享会时哭了。。。。听说，是分享些在家里的事。。。。很像是说妈喜欢把他跟我妹比较吧。。。。这就让我想到了自己。。。。
从小，我跟爸妈感情就不是很好（可能是他们要赚钱的原因吧）甚至与兄妹们也不太好。。。。所以，多时候就跟公公或婆婆在一起。小时，最疼我的人就是阿公。当父母都不买ice-cream或零食给我时，阿公就会偷偷的买了给我（好幸福）。。。。他也会带我出去走走哦。。。。当父母要打我时，他就会挺身而出，来保护我（就像是我的天使）。。。。但是，与阿公的时间不长因为不久我们就搬新家了。搬到新家后，我与阿公就很少在一起了。记得有一次在礼拜日，当我在我们的新家时，突然电话就响了。我哥就接了那个电话。。。。当他把电话挂了，就对我们说阿公去世了。。。。我还跟我哥说，不要开玩笑了（因为他不像是说真话）。当他打电话给我妈时说阿公不在时，我才相信他说的话。。。。阿公真的离开我了。。。。当到阿公家时，我就哭个不停。。。。连他的房间，我都不敢进。。。。因为我不能接受这事实。虽然不想接受这事，但事实就是他离开了我。。。。（每一次想到阿公就会很想哭）
当阿公离开我后，我生活就过的不太愉快。我弟哭是因为我妈喜欢把他跟我妹比较，而我哭是因为总觉得他们不疼我也很少理我。。。。比较疼我哥（因为他是长子），我妹跟我弟（因为他们是最小的）
甚至，我妈经常都会说“他们的爸从小就不太疼大的两个--就是我哥跟我，可能自己（爸）还年轻吧。所以我（妈）会疼大的”。妈得确比较疼大的，但没有我的份。。。。
或许，是因为这样吧，我很少跟家人谈心事甚至不喜欢待在家里，喜欢出去走走。
慢慢的岁月，我也慢慢的长大了，习惯了这样不被疼爱我的环境。。。。但，偶尔还是会独自在房间里哭因为想到没人爱，连疼爱我的天使也都不在了。或许在别人眼里，我是幸福快乐的。。。。因为人往往都是看别人的好，但心里的伤谁会知呢。。。。